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Her fate

It's not our fault that we're married before you. She stares at the ceiling. Watching the dust dances as if mocking her for being foolish. Yes, foolish. She tells herself that she shouldn't be mad. It's her fault for speaking her mind out. I'm the only one who is not married here. Both of you are married and left me. There used to be the three of us. You made me do everything you want. Now that all of you are married, I'm being left alone! After all I've done. It's not our fault that we're married before you. She closes her eyes hoping that it was all just a dream. It was foolish. She knows she shouldn't have said that. It's not their fault. Everything that had happened was not planned by them. She knows. Still, it makes her feel useless. Foolish. Irrational.  She tried. She did try to be mature. She did try to understand, but being alone is not really that helpful. Everytime she is alone, she is reminded of those days

Hello, old friend.

Salam and greetings, Dear everyone, Well, I'm back. I am not new to blogging. I started blogging in 2011 but it was more of following a trend. When I read back all of my posts, well, some of them were quite interesting. Didn't even think I could write that well. However, more than a half of them were terrible. Really terrible to the point that I decided to just delete them all - including the good ones.  Why am I back to blogging? First of all, I am a teacher now. An English teacher, to be specific. However, nowadays I spent a lot of time teaching instead of practicing the knowledge myself. Sure, when you teach, you learn as well. So, that is why I'm here. It started when I was proofreading my students' writings. Most of them are really good. I'm really impressed by their ideas -  not only the writing part.  So, as I was reading their essays, I realized that I used to be one of them. I used to write. A lot! Sometimes I even drew comics. Usually, I